So I’m watching rocky horror with two friends who have never seen it before. Oh their faces!

I really want to see it live, it would be so cool to dress up and sing along, dance around and have fun.

Well anyway, back to watching the rest of it.

Last night I had a freaky dream about zombies. I went to someones house with my friend to meet her boyfriend and then everyone turned into zombies except me and then the paramedics from casualty came and tried to get the none zombified people out of the house and that was me and my brother and we then had to climb lots of rocks and then we were in a caravan which was filled with water and zombies but the zombies can’t swim or eat in water so we were ok and then I was out of the caravan and ben had gone somewhere and I was captured by zombies but i managed to escape and get a lift from a man with a huge caravan thing so I got in the back and in the fridge were loads of chopped up bodies and then I woke up… Weird

Hey benny bob! 

I have just left home and am back in roehampton… I’m in the library and behind me are 3 american boys with voices like wes’s was! ha.

Well I miss you but will see you on wednesday ;)

Lots of love

Natalie

Just woke up from a weird dream where I was a bridesmaid and on the way home I was stopped and this scary guy stole my shoe a threw it out into the road and when I turned around there were two kids in my boot trying to steal my stuff so I locked them in a boot. The scary guy came back with a shot gun and aimed it at the ceiling of the car and accidentally blew his brains out, my dad turned up and tried to save me and then got capture buy the owner of a corner shop, suddenly I was then driving to go and get my shoe back and then I was captured and I let the two kids escape and run for help… Some other stuff happened and I eventually escaped to find my dad and I couldn’t find him and now I woke up… And I have no water left in my cup?! Weird ass shit

To my parents

You two are the best parents and friends I could have. You are both inspiring and beautiful people. Both of you are now doing what you want with your lives. You both have your own businesses and hopefully they will prosper over the next few years. You are supportive and caring, loving and proud. I love spending time with you.

You have taught me everything cool that I know like juggling and sewing and these skills have helped to shape my life. Juggling and the conventions we go to have helped me to opened my eyes what matters in my life, family and friends. Sewing is just cool and now I can make my own clothes and crafty things.

Thank you for being my parents :)

x

To my crush,

How long have i known you and all this time I have positively bullied you and laughed at you and you always seem to come back for more… I have never ever been jealous of the girls you talk to or flirt with in front of my face but now something has changed. I think that it is the fact that everyone says you fancy me so I gave you a second look and I liked what I saw… Well maybe not everything I saw actually maybe not anything at all.

I had a dream that you were a nice lovely person and then I woke up and you were still the mean and cynical person you have always been.

So are you my crush? I’m not sure.

Other than you I don’t have a person to have a crush on so you can be my crush by default.

See you soon possibly.

Nat xx

To my best friend

In my life I have had many “best friends” but I have only had one that has been through everything with me and that is you, mother dear.

So what makes you my best friend? You know everything about me and I trust you with my life, we have the same brain, I make you laugh and I make you proud!

You also make me proud, you have achieved a lot over the past year and now you are following a dream and becoming self employed and opening a shop! Which I hope becomes vey successful and I become the heir of a multimillion pound franchise…

I feel like I have to mention my dad because he thinks I hate him because my mum is my best friend. This does not mean that I love you less, I love you both equally and I know that you love me too.

From your daughter.

x

I thought this might be a good idea, we will see. I will start this letter list tomorrow.

1. Your Best Friend
2. Your Crush
3. Your parents
4. Your sibling
5. Your dreams
6. A stranger
7. Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
8. Your favorite internet friend
9. Someone you wish you could meet
10. Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
11. A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
12. The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
13. Someone you wish could forgive you
14. Someone you’ve drifted away from
15. The person you miss the most
16. Someone that’s not in your state/country
17. Someone from your childhood
18. The person that you wish you could be
19. Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
20. The one that broke your heart the hardest
21. Someone you judged by their first impression
22. Someone you want to give a second chance to
23. The last person you kissed
24. The person that gave you your favorite memory
25. The person you know that is going through the worst of times
26. The last person you made a pinky promise to
27. The friendliest person you knew for only one day
28. Someone that changed your life
29. The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
30. Your reflection in the mirror